Day 24 ❦ Today, give to your family first.

Day 24

The Gift: A pair of jeans

Since I have shared the giving exercise with Shannon, I have decided to make her the recipient of receiving today. Both my husband and myself work in the human service industry and many times our jobs pull us away from our family’s needs to focus our attention on the people we serve. Sometimes our own children have to be patient, and since they are both very giving individuals, they usually understand.

Yesterday, when I told Shannon that we needed to find something or someone to give to, she immediately started listing off some of the children she knows who have needs that only kids know about. It really moved my heart to understand the depth of understanding that is shared amongst kids. When I was a child, I was one of those children that Shannon was concerned about having huge needs and her caring for that little kid in me really affected me. And the irony of all of this was that Shannon had been complaining almost daily about how much she needed jeans (which she did, growing as children do, three sizes this summer). Yesterday, when I told Shannon that we needed to find something or someone to give to - I absolutely expected her to proclaim herself as the primary recipient of the gift. She never mentioned herself. Time to put her in the front of the line.

I told her we had some errands to run (which of course is one of her least favorite things to hear from me) and we went shopping. She was really surprised as we headed to the girls section and wanted to know who we were going to be gifting today. She glowed when I told her that it was her day today. We had so much fun shopping and buying that precious pair of jeans.

❦ Today, give to your family first.

Day 21 ❦ Giving presents many surprises.

Day 21

The Gift: A new to you bike

I have struggled with using this gift to count toward my daily giving opportunity, and the factor that weighed in most heavily was the pure pleasure and appreciation of the recipient when this gift was presented. So, an old bike that I refurbished to “new to you” condition for my youngest daughter counts and I learned a valuable lesson in this experience.

Shannon and I went for a bike ride this morning. I was riding my racing bike that I bought many years ago, but is still in excellent condition. Shannon was riding the bike that my husband and I gave to her for her eighth birthday just last year. She was having trouble keeping up with me. One time I looked back and she was stopped by the roadside, off her bike. I circled back around and saw that the chain had fallen off. We fooled around with it and finally got it back in place, only to have it fall off again. Unfortunately we were several miles away from home and had to figure out a plan. With very few options we opted for the ride and fix plan which took forever for us to get back home. While she was riding in front of me, I also noticed that she had probably grown a foot and a half since we gave her that bike just last year. Something had to be done - now, however, since my hours at work have been scaled back - purchasing a new bike was not going to be an option today. I noticed that I was sinking into my darkness again. Scarcity encompassed me and I started telling myself what a terrible mother I was that I couldn’t even get my daughter a new bike. ARGHHHH.

We made it home and I was really stressed and pretty bummed. Shannon quietly went into her room and we didn't talk for a long time. I have been at this giving exercise long enough now that I can recognize when I am dropping into my dark place and in recognizing it - can make a move to intervene. I had to move, breathe, do something that is constructive. If I can’t get her a new bike, what if I try to get her big sister’s bike in riding shape for the short term. So we set up shop. Shannon washed the bike and scrubbed the spokes while I cleaned and oiled the chain, tightened and adjusted the brakes and gears, and then we polished it and put air in the tires.....and....viola....a new bike. And to add to the specialness of the bike, it was Alison’s (which apparently is really cool for Shannon). We went out and bought a bike lock, since this bike was so nice it might get stolen, and Shannon was in the bike riding business.

She rides that bike everywhere and I smile every time I see her on it. Perhaps the gift was the “new to you” bike, perhaps it was the time we spent together fixing it up, perhaps it was the responsiveness and support Shannon got with her old bike struggles. The gift for me was in the giving - the act of moving out of my darkness to give was an incredible gift for me.

❦ Giving presents many surprises.

Day 20 ❦ A gift becomes more when I get to enjoy it too

Day 20

The Gift - A party in a bag

I love to entertain, and am always on the lookout for cool party decorations and buy them anytime I see them knowing that they will come in handy sometime. This is one of those times. On my way out of town I drop off a party in a bag to our exchange student for a party that she is planning - I have perfect platters, plates, napkins, and small table decorations that fit the theme that the host family has selected for this party and I am happy to give them these festive items. This is a little selfish because I will be attending this party, and will be the beneficiary of all of the fun party stuff, but there are no guidelines that say that if I benefit and enjoy the gift I have given someone else that it can't count - so I will enjoy and we will all have a fun party.



❦ A gift becomes more when I get to enjoy it too

Day 19 ❦ A simple gift can carry with it many complex layers of appreciation.

Day 19

The Gift: A necklace

When I returned from Africa, I brought back with me many gifts. While I was in Ghana, Togo and Benin I stopped at roadside vendors, went to market, stopped women carrying things on their head, asked for clothing to be made and purchased as many native pieces of jewelry, clothing and wood carvings I could carry. I bought these gifts with no one in particular in mind, knowing that when the time to give arose, I would know to whom I would give each gift. I spent two days shopping at Street Girls Aid in Ghana, a refuge for girls who live, work and sleep on the streets of Accra with their babies. The goal of Street Girls Aid is to teach these girls a new trade such as sewing, batiking, hair design or jewelry making as well as provide their children with medical care and child care while their mothers learn a new skill. While we were visiting, we got to watch the girls tie-dye, batik, sew, make jewelry and put fancy shells on some of the skirts they were making for us.

I was visiting Street Girls Aid to look at the viability of  developing some sustainability projects between multiple funding partners, one of which is my Rotary District. While we were there, we met several other Rotarians (Kay and Bob) who were also looking at combining forces with Rotary and Street Girls Aid to develop an export market for their wares and expand the shelter. Kay brought back with her twelve boxes of beautiful fabrics, table cloths, napkins, dresses, skirts and wine bottle covers. I limited myself to one suitcase full of jewelry, fabrics, clothing, and tablecloths from Street Girls Aid.

Today I had the opportunity to give a necklace from Street Girls Aid. Shortly after I arrived home from Africa in May, I gave away tons and tons of gifts. I seem to still have hundreds of necklaces and bracelets left and realized that I am not giving them away as freely as I had anticipated. So as I walked by the large basket that contains many of the necklaces - I picked one up and gave it to my daughter Alison. My kids tend to not get gifted as much as many of my friends and co-workers, so I decided that it would be nice and spontaneous to just give her one. It felt nice and since she knows the story of Street Girls Aid, she carries their energy with her and can appreciate her life and the gift that was made for by the street girls.

❦ A simple gift can carry with it many complex layers of appreciation.

Day 17 ❦ Leftovers can provide meaningful giving opportunities.

Day 17

The Gift: Left-over food to the Salvation Army

Leftovers take an unfair rap. In my home, because we eat spectacular food and I always cook too much, a leftover meal can easily be the equivalent of a gourmet meal in most homes. It is not unusual if you come to my home unexpectedly during meal time for me to pull out a six course lunch or dinner for you to enjoy. I love to share my cooking and you will notice that several giving opportunities in this book are related to “special meals” that I gave to people. I am only mentioning this to increase the level of esteem in which you might hold the term “leftovers” when thinking about them as a legitimate gift. In this case, however, the leftovers were fairly pedestrian - but meaningful. We had company for a cookout over the weekend and when they left, we had many unopened food items leftover that we would not eat because they did not adhere to the “Dr. Phil Plan”. So in an effort to maintain a “no fail environment” I took these food items over the local food shelf where they were gratefully received. As I talked to the woman who accepted my gifts she commented that so many people don’t think about giving these kind of “leftovers” to their local food shelf thinking them not good enough (and throwing them away), when in fact, they are exactly what are needed on a daily basis.

❦ Leftovers can provide meaningful giving opportunities.

Day 15 ❦ Giving feels better than coveting.

Day 15

The Gift: A bag of new items to the Salvation Army, a fifty dollar donation, an apple and banana.

I woke up this morning eagerly anticipating my giving today. I knew exactly what I was going to do and had packaged up the gift already. Never in my life did I anticipate how cool the myriad of other giving opportunities that would reveal themselves today would be. I am so glad that I did not artificially restrict myself to only one giving opportunity per day!

My experience giving to the Salvation Army was so rewarding last time that I decided to give a full bag of brand new things - either unworn, unwrapped, or still with the tags on - brand new. As I was cleaning the closets, I pulled out things that I would never wear and items that fit my brand new criteria and filled a bag. It was so much fun to deliver this bag full of items at the Salvation Army this morning.

Later in the day I got a phone call from a friend asking me to go to a political rally and hear Al Franken speak. I jumped on the opportunity and found myself in the fourth row at the State Theatre for an extremely entertaining evening. Okay so this situation brings up some questions:

• Does this qualify as a giving opportunity and why am I including it?
• Does it count if I get something back in return?

My husband and I believe very strongly in giving on an annual basis and easily donate to charitable organizations and help friends and family when we can. I know that to count that giving in this new exercise just wouldn’t be right - it wouldn’t challenge me to find new opportunities. So that is the operative word, a new donation, something that I would not have given before I started this exercise.

GUIDELINE #4 - Any donation can be counted over and above my regular annual giving.

Now the other question is more tricky because while I would not count the purchase of a ticket to the local symphony or children’s theatre (albeit they are partial donations) why should I count the donation to see Al Franken? The difference is this - I was told when I wrote the check that the Theatre was not charging anything for the performance and that the entire amount of my check was considered a donation. That is my guiding light. Yes, I got some value from the experience, but I can also make the case that I am getting something out of every giving experience. So:

GUIDELINE #5 - The intrinsic personal value of the gift (or donation) does not disqualify the giving opportunity.

If the intrinsic personal value of the giving opportunity disqualified the opportunity - I could not count the next experience. This was one of the more meaningful experiences yet. On our way to the Theatre, we were stuck in traffic in Minneapolis. At one such stop we noticed a woman sitting by the side of the road with a sign saying that she was homeless and hungry and would work for food. I could feel all four of us in the car preparing to steel ourselves to not watch her as we drove by - we certainly had no job to offer her - we all held our breath as we inched closer to her and suddenly I remembered that we had a bowl of fruit in the car, brought along for our long ride to the cities. I shouted “roll down the window - give her the banana” and relief flooded the car as the driver rolled down the window and gave this woman the fruit from our basket. It wasn't a lot - although it was all we had, but it sure felt a lot better than driving by, working hard to ignore her.

❦ Giving feels better than coveting.

Day 12 - ❦ One person’s treasure can be another person’s treasure.

Day 12

The Gift: A frosted Christmas platter.

We live next door to some of the greatest neighbors you could ever ask for. This was our first home purchase and I had no idea how important your neighbors could be - ours have been welcoming, helpful and respectful. The first weekend we were here all of our neighbors came over and introduced themselves, brought food and filled us in on the times we were to mow and not to mow our lawn (never on a Sunday). It is always nice to know what the rules are. Our house sits up on a hill and is bordered by a circular one-way street so while we have many neighbors (six houses) that directly lay adjacent to our property, we are set back enough that no one can see into our windows at night when our shades are open. It is really a very nice situation, nice neighbors, nice setting and great shade. The neighbors who lay directly to the south and who share the greatest amount of adjacent property have been especially fantastic, they have grown children, so they have always indulged our girls as grandparents will.

Several weeks ago, our neighbor, Karen came over and invited Shannon and her visiting friend to come over and pick through the remnants of her yard sale. I sent them over with some money and they had a blast. Karen would not allow them to pay and she gave them boxes which they filled with gifts for all of their family members. They brought their treasures home and spent the rest of the afternoon wrapping their selections. They were so excited and couldn't wait to start handing out all of their gifts. When they finished wrapping the items, they laid out the gifts in a long line in the living room and asked us to open them. They squealed with delight as we opened each package and I was overwhelmed at how thoughtfully they had picked the gifts. In the midst of the remnants of a yard sale, they had found something thoughtful for everyone in each of their families - it was very cool - inspirational.

I am telling you this story because in that long line of gifts, five had my name on them. As I opened each one, I was wowed and really enjoyed what I received - with the exception of one item - a frosted Christmas platter. When I unwrapped that gift, all I could think of was - this would be a perfect gift for my sister-in-law. Susie loves all holidays and really goes out of her way to elaborately decorate her home. She delights in decorating and inviting people over to enjoy her displays. The frosted Christmas platter screamed her name.

After we finished unwrapping all of the gifts and Shannon’s friend had packed off to her house with boxes of treasures for her family to open - I asked Shannon if we could talk about the platter. Her shining eyes narrowed and looked a little hurt as I asked her if I could give the platter to Susie. I could see her processing the request - Does this mean that Mom doesn't like this gift? Should I have thought about Susie and given her this gift? She sadly agreed that yes, Susie would really appreciate the platter and walked away. Even as I write this I have mixed feelings about that day, but I just knew that this gift was destined to go to Susie and I was uncomfortable giving it to her without talking to Shannon about it.

My doubts about whether or not this was the right thing to do were eliminated when I gave the platter to Susie. Shannon’s eyes shined proudly as I handed Susie the platter. I told Susie the story and Shannon smiled and re-enjoyed the experience of giving.

❦ One person’s treasure can be another person’s treasure.

Day 11 - ❦ A little bit of giving can go a long way.

Day 11

The Gift: Fun money to my daughter and nephew.

Back to back giving opportunities to the same person can seem complicated, but this one was really fun to give. I dropped off our youngest daughter Shannon and nephew Les at the SPAM Museum and as they got out of the car, I handed each of them two dollars. Small money, big smiles. It was totally unexpected, fun and the two dollars really went a long way. As it turns out, they both opted not to spend the money at the museum and really got a lot of bang for buck (s) at a kids carnival the next day.

❦ A little bit of giving can go a long way.

A Second Interlude

A Second Interlude

❦ Now I would love to hear from you...what are you giving today...and to whom?

               Please share your experience in the comments section below - thank you!

An Interlude - ❦ Re-gifting the gift of giving

An Interlude

You have now read about 10 days of giving and perhaps you have been inspired to consider the gifts you have and the people who would be positively impacted by you sharing your gifts. I have been receiving these posts along with the rest of you, am reading them, contemplating them and have found myself thinking about giving most of the time, so much so, that I have started another 100 day cycle. I will be honest, that I started the second cycle without even noticing that I started: yesterday I found myself writing down the gifts that I had given, then one from the day before, and the day before, and then the day before and realized that I started another giving cycle 5 days ago! And, I am already feeling the benefits that became part of my being during the first exercise I am feeling lighter, more focused, more satisfied and already, I had a person who was very involved in my life many years ago call me out of the blue to tell me what a gift I had been to her and how much I had impacted her life. Now these kind of feelings and interactions were happening on a regular basis during the first 100 days of giving and I had not noticed their impact on me until the phone rang last weekend. Who would have thought that being open to giving would have such a dramatic and surprisingly wonderful impact...oh that’s right...that was one of my lessons the first time around - it feels like a gift all over again! Today is about being aware of

❦ Re-gifting the gift of giving.

Day 10 - ❦ Give unexpectedly

Day 10

The Gift(s): A Staples Gift Card to my daughter and money to get into a dance to our nephew and daughter.

My husband and I were at the grocery store today and I commented to him that since I started this giving exercise, it seemed like people were being nicer to me. He laughed because he was getting ready to ask my why I thought everyone we passed was smiling at me and saying hello. He had noticed a distinct change in my relationship with others and in return theirs with me. Not that I was not a nice person before this exercise began, quite the contrary, I usually smile and wave at people I know and oftentimes at people I don’t know. I routinely have courteous interactions every day with many people. But this day was different and it has continued. I can only describe it as a quality of interaction. A deeper, more meaningful, caring interaction.  The same people saying hello with a deeper acknowledgment, smiling a little longer, making an extra effort to have eye contact when it would have been easier to look down or away. Pretty cool, totally unexpected.


The giving opportunities today revealed themselves easily, and in fact, they were too easy, so I had to second guess them and questions whether or not they were “real” giving opportunities.

• Does giving to my children count as a real giving opportunity?
• Does paying for my children and relatives to participate in an activity count as a giving
               opportunity?

Yes, and yes,  In both instances, the gift was unexpected, unasked for and given without strings - a selfless act for all participants in the transaction. My daughter had already decided that she needed to purchase something at Staples and was planning to spend her own money. It just so happened that I had the gift card sitting in my wallet from a returned item, it just seemed like the right thing to do at the right time.

The dance posed a little different dilemma, I wanted our oldest daughter Alison to take our nephew Les to the dance. An ulterior motive was established. Les was a fourteen year old teenager at the time who liked to experience anything and everything when he comes to visit (and he still does, right now he is in Cambodia with the Peace Corps). He is great to have around because he will go anywhere with us - to the grocery store, to recycle, to the parade, just everywhere. As a result of this it is easy to overlook things that he might really want to do because he does not assert himself or his desires - he is just content to do whatever is happening. Now I know he really likes music, dancing and singing so I wanted him to go to the street dance on Friday night. I also knew that I did not want to go to the dance. Alison willingly said she would take him and as they were walking away to leave for the dance, I handed her twenty dollars to pay for the entry. I know they both would have paid themselves and that they both had money in their pockets, but I wanted to be their sponsor.

So does that count as a giving opportunity? I think so - the criteria that I am using is:

• Was it given willingly?
• Was it expected by the other party?
• Did it feel good to give and to receive? 
• The answer to all of these was yes, no, yes - so yes - it counts.

❦ Give unexpectedly.

Day 9 - ❦ Seize the moment

Day 9

The Gift(s): Homemade Chai tea to office; assorted shampoo and soap to SEMCAC for homeless people; a wonderful lunch for a friend; a cash donation to the Austin Public Library.

Today the giving opportunities just kept revealing themselves and by the end of the day I was laughing because I had struggled to think of giving opportunities earlier in the day. So many giving lessons today.

As I left for work in the morning I settled on bringing some delicious homemade Chai tea with me to share with my co-workers. Now this may seem like a small gesture, but it is something I very rarely do despite the fact that I love to cook, am a good cook, and often have great left-overs. It is a part of me that I have held close to myself at work, not wanting to mix one of my great stress relievers with work. Actually, while the people I work with are all very nice, their taste buds are at opposite ends of my cooking spectrum and most of what I cook painfully  challenges their idea of food. I thought it would be fun to give them something that was really really good. I set the tea on the common table with a sign that said, “homemade Chai tea - enjoy” - and they did. To my delight those who were willing to try it liked it. Giving opportunity checked off.

When I got home the cleaning spirit hit me and I went after a closet with gusto. As I tossed and sorted I realized that I had a huge stash of assorted soaps and shampoos that I have collected on my travels. I make it a habit when I stay in a hotel to take the toiletry supplies daily and bring them home. Having paid for them in my room fee, I like to collect them and donate them to the homeless shelter at the end of the year. You would be surprised at how quickly you can accumulate a big bag full and the supplies are much needed at homeless shelters. When I finished cleaning I had a shopping bag full of soaps and took it right away to the homeless shelter - who gratefully accepted it and began distributing the supplies that day.

Normally, I would not include a lunch of left-overs as a giving opportunity, but this one was so much fun that I just needed to include it here. The night before, I hosted my Girl’s Group which is a glorified book club with the motto - “We Read To Eat”. There is much debate about which comes first, the title of the book or the choice of menus. We pick a book to read based on the food that thematically fits the story and we all love to cook. Books like “Lobster Chronicles” (lobster and New England seafood menu), “Under the Tuscan Sun” (traditional Italian menu), and “Angry Housewives Eating Bon Bons” (Minnesota hot dish and chocolate menu) have all been hits. Often we never even get around to discussing the book but always enjoy the meal. Last night we read “The Life of Pi” and enjoyed a fourteen dish taste of India. Yummmm, yummmm. I had Malabar coconut shrimp, Balti butter chicken, dahl, raita, spicy tomato and spinach, jasmine rice pudding,  and mint and cilantro chutney just sitting in my fridge.

I was working in my office in my home when a friend stopped by to drop an envelop off. As we were talking, he commented that his wife (a member of my Girl’s Group) had shared the menu with him when she got home last night and he was salivated just thinking about the food that we must have enjoyed. I invited him to enjoy it for himself and starting pulling leftovers out of the fridge, before he knew it all fourteen dishes were warmed and ready to eat. Unlike my co-workers, this friend always, and I mean always, eats whatever I cook with absolute appreciation. We sat for hours and ate and talked and delighted in this giving opportunity. Since this was my first day of scaled back work hours, I could take the time to sit for hours and was grateful for that.

My final giving opportunity of the day was entirely unintentional although it required my direction. In preparation for my trip to Togo, I had borrowed “Easy to Learn French” tapes from the Austin Public Library. Before I left, I returned all of my pre-trip planning materials and left for Africa unencumbered. When I returned I was not happy to see a late notice waiting for me in the mail for the tapes I had returned. After weeks of trying to correct this with the library staff I got a final invoice requesting payment for the missing item. It sat in my bills to be paid basket for weeks while I checked out materials on my husband’s card since I was “delinquent”. In a final burst of desperation, I wrote a check to the library and sent it with my late notice with a letter stating again that I had already returned the item but wanted to clear my account.

You can imagine my surprise when I received a call from the Library staff that evening telling me that when they got my letter with the notice they looked one more time on the shelves for the tapes and they were there. They removed all of my fines and re-issued me a new library card. Then she asked me what she should do with my check. Since I had already deducted it from my check register and had written off the money, it just felt so much better to turn the negative energy associated with a fine into a positive giving experience and I told her to consider it a donation. Whew - that felt great!

❦ Seize the moment that strikes you to give.

Day 8 - ❦ One simple gift can warm many hearts

Day 8

The Gift: A videotape of Nina’s farewell to the Austin Rotary Club given to her second  host family.

Several days earlier, I had picked up a videotape I had made from a video camera cassette of our exchange student’s farewell talk at our Rotary Club. Each year our Rotary Club hosts a foreign exchange student who typically has three different host families throughout the year. The multiple family concept allows students to participate in different family traditions and customs. I had the tapes sitting on my kitchen counter when one of the host mothers stopped by my house. This was an easy give to simply hand the tape to her. I was so glad to have had it ready and available for the perfect giving opportunity. Her appreciation for the tape warmed my heart and I know that this gift will continue to warm others’ hearts as they watch the tape over and over.

❦ One simple gift can warm many hearts

Day 7❦ Stay focused on my goal.

Day 7

The Gift: A spatula set

Today tested me and required me to look at my non-existent rules again. As the end of the day neared and I put my attention to the fact that it was eleven thirty at night and I had not availed myself of any giving opportunities I knew I had to get busy. But what? I know - my husband had mentioned several days ago that if I wanted to get him a gift in the near future, I might want to consider a spatula set. Our current set had seen better days before running through the garbage disposal and being exposed to the heat of the gas flames. I ran to get my keys and as I was driving into the parking lot (where apparently I also have sudden bursts of thought) several questions popped into my mind:

• Does it count if I get someone something they have asked for?
• Does it count if I buy something for a family member?
• Does a late night run to the store to salvage a giving opportunity count?

I love taking advantage of giving people something that they have asked for. As a strong advocate of encouraging people to ask for what they want I love giving positive consequences for those who do just that. So, I was able to dispatch my concern about giving someone something that they have requested, in fact, I think it would be fun to encourage that behavior and will need to incorporate that concept into my giving plans.

Now for another question, the concern about giving something to a family member might pose a more difficult question. My husband and I have been together for thirty years and have always practiced the act of giving to each other as the opportunity arose. That practice had taken a lot of pressure off of the expectations that grow around some of the more traditional giving holidays like Christmas and Mother’s Day. When we give to each other on a routine basis as the opportunity reveals itself and make it happen, we do not have a long list of pent up desires and thus no inflated expectations about what we might get. That does not mean we don’t get into the surprise aspect of giving - and really work hard to find times to add that extra surprise in giving, we just stay away from giving simply because “society” or advertisers tell us we should give. So I decided that giving to family and my husband will count in my daily giving exercise - I just need to not rely on giving to him at eleven-thirty at night to get me off the hook.

The eleven-thirty store run brought up a significant gray area that would be too easy to slide into so I realize that a guideline needs to be drawn -

GUIDELINE # 3 - A giving day begins at one minute after midnight and runs through mid-night. Once a day is done a new giving day begins.

While I would like to think that I will not be making many more runs to the store at eleven-thirty at night just to satisfy my daily giving requirement - I knew that I would much rather do that than miss a day. Missing a day is simply not an option, that would defeat the entire purpose of the Simple Gifts exercise. I can already think of so many excuses about why I couldn’t, or why I didn’t - so my resolve is to remain focused. This is actually one of the core issues related to why I need to do this exercise - I need to make the choice about staying focused on giving to keep me from falling back into that dark place.

❦ Choosing to stay focused on my giving goal will keep my mind from wandering away from my purpose.

Day 6 ❦ Everyday occurrences may be a gift

Day 6

The Gift: A twenty ounce, four shot latte.

Several months earlier, I had returned home from my second trip to Africa and I look forward to all opportunities to talk to people who have either been there or are from the continent. I am really intrigued by the different cultures and plagued by many questions about some of the common features I have noticed that seem to transect the individual countries I have visited. While shopping at a local office supply store several days ago I noticed that the clerk had a distinctive accent. I remarked that his accent sounded like he was not originally from Austin and was interested in where he was from and he replied, “I belong to Kenya”. I explained to him that I had recently visited Ghana, Togo, and Benin and we struck up a conversation that spilled over to another meeting.

We met at a coffee shop and I bought a latte for him and we had a long conversation about our observed differences in the coffee between here and Africa. I think he liked the coffee and we enjoyed a lively and rich conversation. It was the best deal for entertainment I've had in a long time and I was so appreciative that he let me buy the coffee - while I was in Africa it was almost impossible for me to buy anything for myself, people were so giving, it was nice to share that experience on this side of the world.

❦ Everyday occurrences may be a gift if treated as such.

Day 5 - Give permission to others to give

Day 5

The Gift: A five dollar contribution to Camp Foster trading post.

Today offered the first cash opportunity to give and it was fun and spontaneous. We took our youngest daughter to summer camp and were depositing money into her “trading account” for her to spend during the week. We had planned to deposit fifteen dollars and I only had twenty dollar bills. I handed the counselor a twenty dollar bill and asked her to put the difference on a child’s account who had no other means. Her surprised thank you and pleasant smile were kind, and certainly worth more to me than the five dollars that I can’t imagine spending in any other way. Shannon got to witness the act (although I was very discrete) and I could see her take a deep breath of pride. That simple gift of five dollars established her in her mind as coming from a giving family and set a standard for her to live up to. While she was at camp she told me later that she gave half of her postage stamps to some of the girls in her cabin who wanted to send a letter home and forgot stamps. No-receipt cash transactions - probably not a smart accounting move, but an infinitely solid giving opportunity.

❦ Setting a standard of giving provides others with permission to give.

Day 4 - ❦ Give when the time is right

Day 4

The Gift(s): 1 bag of wild rice to our out-going exchange student and a commemorative US quarters collectors book for an exchange student who is visiting for the summer.

Well, today is day four and the first weekend of this exercise. Now the challenge begins. I wake up knowing that I am wanting (needing) to give and haven’t got a clue about what or with whom I am going to interact. While I was at the grocery store, I remember Nina, our exchange student from Denmark,  talking about how much her mother enjoyed wild rice while she was here and I decided that was it - my giving opportunity - and bought some wild rice with recipes. As we are checking out, I ran into a close friend Janet who was buying a last minute item for a lunch she was preparing for Nina and our former exchange student who stayed with us several years ago who is visiting for the summer while working as an intern at the Hormel Institute - Sevy. She invited us over to her home to have lunch. Perfect - I can give Nina the rice! But wait, several months ago, I bought a commemorative coin book for Sevy because I knew she collected the newly minted United States quarters. We swung by the house, picked up the other gift and delivered both gifts to the girls that afternoon. It was fun and felt freeing to give Sevy something that has been sitting around in anticipation of seeing her.

❦ I enjoy shopping with others in mind and giving when the time is right.

Day 3- ❦ The value is in the story

Day 3

The Gift(s): African necklace and matching skirt to our exchange student; United States & Denmark lapel pins and African suns for our exchange student and host parents.

Today, was a challenge because I had so many giving opportunities, I had to face several questions early in the day:

• Are multiple giving opportunities okay?
• Can multiple giving opportunities count against future days that may not offer as many opportunities?           
• Is it okay to count birthday gifts as part of the daily giving mission?

Because I had not established any rules or guidelines to this giving exercise (including how long I was going to try this) and given the fact that I am a rule-oriented person this entire process has been a huge leap of faith for me. I am actually surprised that it wasn’t until Day 3 that a conflict arose in my mind about multiple giving opportunities. The question created enough angst in me that I realized that I did not want to have to go through this question every time a multiple giving opportunity presented itself. The angst was derived from the fact that I knew if I created a rule that said one giving opportunity is all I am doing that I would be creating a perpetual conflict with my very core. Giving is a crucial part of my being and my purpose and to set arbitrary limits would pose many problems. Needless to say, I felt a great deal of relief when I settled upon establishing my first guideline that allows for multiple giving opportunities.

GUIDELINE # 1 - Multiple giving opportunities in one day are okay.

But because I thrive on a certain amount of angst, right away establishing Guideline #1 created new challenges regarding banking multiple giftings. Okay, probably not angst, but a little laziness slipped in. Just think how easy it would be to keep track of the multiple gifts and count them on the tough (or dry) days? And as easy as that would be, the ethical part of me decided that I needed to take the more difficult road on this one and that it might actually be fun to see what I pulled out of the air on those dry days.

GUIDELINE # 2 - Multiple giving opportunities can not be banked to be counted toward future credit.

Okay, now that I have that worked out I still need to deal with a stickler - where does giving for birthdays and other celebrations fit into the exercise? I had to go for a walk to work this out. When I was done, I landed on the concept that giving for birthdays might be okay. Now, keep in mind that I have already determined that today I have at least two other giving opportunities and do not feel pressured at this moment to really answer this question. However I answer the question will not have a net effect on the day - I will still give the birthday gift and have other opportunities to give. That being said, I know that this will continue to come up as a dilemma so I decided not to decide, but to ruminate about it and allow the gift to be included in my daily giving mission.

As it turned out, all of the gifts that were given that evening were really fun to give. Our exchange student enjoyed the African jewelry and skirt that I brought back from my recent trip to Togo and Ghana and I got to tell the story about Street Aid, a refuge for girls who live and work on the streets with their babies who are learning a new trade like batiking, sewing, making jewelry where I had purchased the skirt and necklace as a means of supporting their efforts. It was fun to give a thank you gift to the host families who had hosted our student with so much caring and compassion - and while a simple lapel pin may seem like a pretty cheap gift, I really used them as a means of publicly thanking each of them for their dedication and commitment to our student. I realized during this evening that I often use the gift as a means of telling a greater story or thanking someone for something far greater than a gift can possibly match in value.


❦ The value is in the story.

Day 2 - ❦ Intentional Giving is Meaningful Giving

Day 2

The Gift: One bag of men’s shoes and nice clothing to the Salvation Army.

While the Salvation Army is an old stand-by for me - an easy guilt reliever when I am feeling like I have too much in my life, this intentional method of gift giving turned the usual to an unique giving experience. Interestingly enough, the Salvation Army was also cooperating with the universe and my new found exercise of challenging myself. Now, when I say that the Salvation Army is a guilt reliever, it usually induces some guilt when I drop off old stuff that I probably should have thrown away. Because I was intentionally giving away items, I had carefully chosen some clothing in good condition - something that I would feel good about giving away and prepared to take them to the Salvation Army to complete day two's mission.

But like the first day, it was to be an unusual giving experience. Our Salvation Army receives tons and tons of stuff daily - so much so that they often have to close so that volunteers can sort through all of the stuff to make room for new donations. Unfortunately, much of what they receive is just junk, un-sellable and they must pay to have the garbage taken away. I am afraid that I have contributed to this problem. It is easy to do however, because you can anonymously bring things into their back room and walk away before they have an opportunity to inspect the items and tell you that you should take them back. It is also easy to justify, at least for me, because I always made sure that there was at least one nice thing in each bag and I used that justification to placate my guilt about giving my worthless trash for someone else to deal. But again, today was to be an unusual giving experience. I had carefully chosen nice items and was feeling very good about what I was giving today.

When I pulled up to the back of the Salvation Army, like I had hundreds of times before - I noticed that their usual drop-off door was locked. I drove around to the side door and there was a sign that said I needed to ring the bell for assistance. I did and a man came to the door. I handed him my bag and felt a wave of pride as he opened up the bag and looked into it, inspecting my gift. On several other occasions, I would have absolutely died of embarrassment at what I had dropped off, yet today was different. I was intentionally giving and as he looked back at me, he smiled a grateful smile and thanked me. And so it was that on day two I received the by-product of prideful giving that will help to establish the rules that I have not yet set about giving. Today raised the bar and set a standard for me regarding intentional, as opposed to mindless, giving.

❦ Intentional giving is meaningful giving.

Day 1...When I Give I Feel Light

Day 1

The Gift: A ten pound bag of IAMS hairball formula cat food

I had known for a while that I wanted to give this bag of cat food away. I accidently bought it one day many months ago and after the first bowl realized that our two cats just didn’t care for it. Now I am a person who struggles to throw anything away, especially something I have just purchased so the bag of cat food has just been sitting around annoying me. I loaded it into my car and it sat there for weeks because I just didn’t ever get out to the shelter. I had lost touch with the times that our local shelter was open since it was run entirely by volunteers and there just never seemed like a convenient time to go. So on this, my first day of giving, I decided to just bite the bullet and drive the extra mile to go out to the shelter to see if it was open. As I approached the parking lot I noticed that my heart was beating loudly and I was a little nervous, questions were racing through my mind:

• What if there is no one there to accept my gift?
• What if this is not the type of cat food they feed their cats?
• What if this is not good enough?
• Will they tell me that my gift is no good, too old, not enough?
• What if they mock me and my gift?

While they may seem like pretty silly questions and concerns - they were all there and more -  I realized why I had not yet dropped off the cat food and was wondering if fulfilling my daily gift exercise should have been something more meaningful (or easier). But then, another question popped into my brain:

• If I don’t give this today, what is my alternative gift?

That was the question that turned the tide - I did not have a back-up plan yet so it had to be this. Relief flashed through me as I noticed that there were no cars in the parking lot - I was going to be taken off the hook and not have to face all of my underlying fears. But alas, in a shady corner near the front door was a little girl sitting cross-legged on a table with her bike balanced on the wall next to her. I got out with the big orange bag of cat food and asked her if she was waiting for a ride - again thinking that since they had just closed, I would have to do this another day and would get relief from my fears right now. She told me that she was waiting for them to open and since she rides her bike out to the shelter on the day she works she tends to be early, so she was just sitting in the shade - waiting.

I handed the girl the bag and asked her to give it to the Director when the shelter opened. She received my gift, smiled and said “okay, thank you”.  I walked away thinking about what the scene would look like when this little girl presented the Director with ten pounds of cat food. My first gift was to be received more than once. That little girl willingly, opening, gratefully, and thankfully accepted my gift and all of my concerns were abated. I felt light, happy and like I accomplished more than just giving away some old cat food. My first day of giving was a success.

❦ When I give, I feel light.